Sunday, July 29, 2007

Some day

Some days I can't wait to go back to work on Mondays. I can't believe those words can come out of my mouth and my fingers could type that. Seriously. I'm gonna be at work tomorrow at 7 am with bells on. Happy, freaking, ding-a linging bells on.

First, I haven't smoked since I threw them away last Saturday. My skin is crawling at some points. I've compensated with brushing my teeth, eating, sit ups and reading. Over a week, can't look back now, but it's doesn't take away the fact that it's still hard and leaves me completely irritable.

My child, my sweet child, where did you go? It's been a rough, emotional mommy weekend to say the least. I need a drink!

Sure wonderful things did occur this weekend, currently I'm just having a weak moment and it was easier to blog about it rather than want to smoke, scream, pull my hair and shake my fists to the sky....


Peanut Butter and Jelly Boats said...

I'm so proud of you for not smoking for over a week now! Way to go!
I often have to remind myself to remember the good times, not the bad.

Adventures In Babywearing said...

Wow- congrats on over a week. That is a big accomplishment!!


Laurie & Chris said...

Congratulations! on yor first week with out smoking that is great!! Keep up the good work Buy some gum and chew away!!:)

Teena said...

Congrats on not smoking! Keep it up, Girl :)