Sunday, July 29, 2007

Some day

Some days I can't wait to go back to work on Mondays. I can't believe those words can come out of my mouth and my fingers could type that. Seriously. I'm gonna be at work tomorrow at 7 am with bells on. Happy, freaking, ding-a linging bells on.

First, I haven't smoked since I threw them away last Saturday. My skin is crawling at some points. I've compensated with brushing my teeth, eating, sit ups and reading. Over a week, can't look back now, but it's doesn't take away the fact that it's still hard and leaves me completely irritable.

My child, my sweet child, where did you go? It's been a rough, emotional mommy weekend to say the least. I need a drink!

Sure wonderful things did occur this weekend, currently I'm just having a weak moment and it was easier to blog about it rather than want to smoke, scream, pull my hair and shake my fists to the sky....

4 comments:

Peanut Butter and Jelly Boats said...

I'm so proud of you for not smoking for over a week now! Way to go!
I often have to remind myself to remember the good times, not the bad.

Adventures In Babywearing said...

Wow- congrats on over a week. That is a big accomplishment!!

Steph

Laurie & Chris said...

Congratulations! on yor first week with out smoking that is great!! Keep up the good work Buy some gum and chew away!!:)

Teena said...

Congrats on not smoking! Keep it up, Girl :)