Thursday, August 30, 2007

Thursday nonsense and ramblings...

You know it's one of those days when you sleep through 20 minutes of your alarm, shut it off and start snoozing again...Me? I wouldn't do a thing like that! Never. Ever.

Y e a h...r i g h t...

My whole routine was thrown off and therefore my day. So, I'm in allergy medicated daze for now. Brain dead already and Friday doesn't seem to be getting here any closer. So, I'll give my random thoughts from the morning...

* My friend is having a C-section this AM in Chicago. This pregnancy was not planned for her and she was on some dangerous blood thinners when she conceived. This new little man coming is due to have some kidney complications and although I don't pray for many things, I have for this baby.

* I'm donating blood at lunch for the first time today, the last time I had a new tattoo and couldn't . As a nurse, I'm still kind of nervous with my own blood draws. A few more bottles of water to drink this morning and I should be good.

* I am the coordinator for the breast walk for work, but I have not done a thing yet for it. That's not good seeing how it's in October. Last year my team did very well. I'm feeling guilty now, that's tomorrow's project...

* People at work are never happy. They want help, when they get it, they complain that they don't need help. Make up your minds asshats, you want help or not? Decide. I'm not a mind reader.

* I'm on vacation in October and I can't wait. Cooler days, apple orchard, time away from card carrying members of the ID 10 T club.

* I feel better than a few days ago, but restless, yet fatigued. Restless energy is of no use to me if I'm tired. Notta whole lot getting done...

* I wish I was that sweet little woman I was a few years ago, I don't like that I've turned into a calloused, sarcastic, opinionated woman. I want the old me back, and the same dress size. That would be nice.

* Why can't I get the fat sucked out of my gigantic ass into my non existing rack? Really? Why don't they do that.?

* Another point, I wish I magically given an endless supply of cash for plastic surgery. Sign me up any day. I should have applied for extreme makeover... the list of things I would want done is unnerving to some I suppose, but my body is damaged goods.

* Well, maybe not damaged goods but in need of some serious help. Knee fat? How does one get smaller calves, ankle and no knee fat? I want to wear skirts like something fierce. So many cute skirts out there to buy and I can't wear them.

* Another point, my clothes, I have none. The ones I do have are all way too small. I have gotten away this summer with 2 pairs of capri's and a few selected shirts. My wardrobe is sad. Sad sad sad.

* Confession: I have anxiety attacks when I get dressed to go out. Saturday? I will most likely change clothes like 5,332 times and get sweaty, have my make up come off and put the first outfit back on. All the while my husband shaking his head.

* Confession #2: I got made fun of so many times while growing up about my weight and not having the "right clothes", that it's made that much of an impression on me as an adult. It's worse when my weight is up and I have less clothes to wear.

* I have typed more than orginally planned, my bad.

* I would be more productive at work if I had music.

* I can't stand when grown men say that have prostrates. Hello, it a prostate. There's no "r" in there. But these are the same men who say "shit tracks" instead of intestines or digestive system.

* Nursing rocks, most days.

* I still wish I would have finished more nursing school than I did...now I'll have to retake all my science courses and I think I'd rather...well do mostly anything beside Chemistry and Anatomy all over again, for right now anyways. Ask me tomorrow....

* I think way too much, but I can't always express what I need to, when I need to.

* Anyone in NW Indiana, who want a night out this weekend, should go and let steph at adventures in babywearing now for our bloggy meetup: Fiesta Style!

* and I'm spent....

13 comments:

Peant Butter and Jelly Boats said...

What is ID 10 T?

Sometimes, in the morning, I get so many rambling thoughts like this, I get a headache.

You need an ipod nano to slip in the pocket of your scrubs (I assume you wear scrubs).

My Wonderful Men said...

Wow, I thought I was reading some of my own thoughts for a min., we women do need this night out Sat. don't worry I can't fit anything in my closet either I keep wearing the same outfits over and over. I refuse to go shopping for a bigger size.

Crooked Eyebrow said...

ID 10 T

nice way of saying idiot...

frequently heard at work...
"that guy needs to fill out the
ID 10 T form"

Hole said...

thats funny abou the ID 10 T. lmao. that was a lot of info! I can't remember half of it, but I love asshats. lol. I feel the same way about my wardrobe. I have no clothes. I look gross in what I do have. lol, plus shopping overwhelmes me.

Simplymoi said...

It sounds like a night is what the doctor ordered. I'm going out of town for the weekend and I can't wait. My students will have a much happier teacher on Tuesday.

Adventures In Babywearing said...

How funny but I am spent just reading this! And about Saturday- PLEASE come comfy because I will... I can't go out and get anything new for a while. : )

Steph

Laurie & Chris said...

Oh my you didn't have a good start to your day. When I do this I can't wait for the day to be OVER!!

chrissy said...

That is alot to think about and take care of and concern for, it is a wonder you don't sleep over more often!!!

Teena said...

That's a lotta random thoughts, Girl!

JaniceNW said...

As one who just finished hell aka chem 101 and will be repeating A&P 205 this fall and 206 in winter I can relate. Come suffer with me!!!! We can get our BSNs together.

Have a great weekend and no worries!

Beth said...

It was great meeting you last night and you picked the right outfit! I can't wait to see pictures. I wanted to e-mail you about your camera but can't find your e-mail address, can you e-mail me? foldinglaundry@gmail.com.

I look forward to hearing from you and seeing you again!

Ann(ie) said...

* I wish I was that sweet little woman I was a few years ago, I don't like that I've turned into a calloused, sarcastic, opinionated woman. I want the old me back, and the same dress size. That would be nice.

I feel the same way. I wonder if it's b/c being a working mama leaves us little time to be patient and coddling? I don't know, but I feel the same way lately. AND yeah the same dress size WOULD be nice!!!!

Great post, girlie. I can relate to so many things on your list.

xo.

Elizabeth said...

ANYTHING is better than taking chemistry again!!! anything!! I have YET to finish my degree.....ummmm....kids? can that still be an excuse? no okay next semester I promise!~

I laughed b/c I am in the same boat with you on the clothing thing and secretly...there are only a few women out there that always pull out the perfect (comfortable/sleek/sexy/sassy) outfit on the first try. Or the THIRD...we are indesisive by nature!

PROSTATE!!! lol