Last week I had a fabulous week. Amazing things happened and I was on top of the world loving every minute of it. I was strapped in for the long haul, prepared for all the great and amazing things to start.
What?
After 7 years or so of trying to have another child I found I was pregnant.
Yes me, crooked eyebrow, the infertile one. I was pregnant. For so many years I wished and prayed for this moment. Every birthday wish, you name it, every thing I did I wished for this moment.
and now? Gone.
I'm not sure what happened, some may say it just wasn't meant to be and I do believe that.So for years I wanted to share my moment, the moment where I would find out that all my wishing and praying came true. My moment was awesome. It was full of tears of joy, laughter and nothing but awesome plans for the future .But life happens...
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Oh, CE. I'm so sorry. I know how much you wanted this and how on top of the world you were. I'm so sorry you lost your pregnancy. Be easy on yourself.
I love you so much.
i have no words, thinking about you!
Postives - at least you KNOW you CAN get pregnant...
It might not help, I am sorry, HUGS
Oh no. I am so, so sorry... I know how excited you were. I'm here for you.
Love you! ((Hugs))
My heart has been falling for you all day, because it's just really fucking unfair. There's no other way to say it than that, and I just feel so helpless being unable to fix it for you. I love you. And I am 100% free this weekend if you want to do anything, okay? That said, I completely understand if you don't, but if you do... let me know, and I am up for anything--even just sitting around, doing your makeup, and cursing what a bitch life can be.
Oh, CE, I am so, so sorry. I've got no words other than that. I'm so sorry.
Oh dear thing - I am so so so sorry to hear this. I am keeping you in my prayers. I wish I could do more for you, but this is all I got.
I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you, D. I know nothing but time will help your heart, I hope time moves swiftly.
LOVE.
My heart aches for you CE. If there is anything I can do, please let me know. I am sending prayers of comfort and strength to you. Love, Mimi
Hugs to you. I'm sorry for your loss.
Oh I am so terribly sorry. How heartbreaking. I am just so sorry my friend.
You are on my mind. You are in my heart.
xoxo
Steph
Oh crap, D. I'm so sorry.
I am crying for you right now. So sorry girl. So sorry.
So so sorry.
I feel like such a cow. I am only now reading this and I AM SO SORRY. No words, only hugs from afar. So so so sad for you.
So painful. I am so sorry. I have been here before. It's confusing and it hurts so much. I am sorry CE.
I am SO sorry. I had no idea. Thinking of you!
xoxox
Robin
I have no words that will comfort...nothing to give but my hugs and thoughts.
I'm so sorry for your loss, CE :(
So sorry to hear about this. Hugs
I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss. There is a bright side...If it happened once, it can happen again. Now you know you can get pregnant! I'll keep you in my prayers.
Thinking of you non-stop...
xoxo
I know it hurts honey and it's just not fair. But you have all these amazing caring friends and us here for you even if it's just to tell you we love you more than anything. Just remember that. My heart hurts for you so much. I know what this meant to you but it will happen just keep praying and wishing and we will be doing the same. I love you hermana...
mb
xoxo
I am so sorry. I have no other words to say that will comfort you. Praying...
That totally sucks. I am so sorry for you :(
Lisa in Dallas (twitter)
oh sweetheart. I am so very sorry. I wish I lived closer so I could come over with a cheesecake and a hug. Thinking of you from across the miles. :(
I'm so sorry. You'll be in my prayers.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry and I am thinking about you and praying for you.
((hug)) I'm so sorry.
I am so, so sorry - saying a prayer for you.
I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts.
Take care.
I found your blog from Steph's... I am so sorry. It's hard to understand why things like this happen sometimes. You will be in our prayers.
britt
I am so sorry CE. I know how badly you wanted this. Please don't give up hope. I am sending comfort, prayers and love your way.
Love ya.
I'm sorry for your loss.
I'm so deeply sorry for your pain and loss.
Nell
I'm so sorry. I know it's been said many times already but I just don't know what else to say. Will be thinking of you.
~ Annie
I am truly sorry to hear of your devastating loss. Words will never be enough to comfort your broken heart and soul.
If you ever want someone to talk to, I am here ......
My heart goes out to you and your breaking heart. I'm so sorry.
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. It doesn't quite seem that there are any words that make this time for you easier. I know how badly you wanted this. I will pray that you you let yourself grieve, and then hopefully soon, you will let yourself hope again. We love you so much.
Carrington
You are in our prayers; I am so very sad for the loss of your child. Take the time you need to feel however you need to feel. We love you.
OH. I am so so so incredibly sorry. So sorry. And sad. And mad.
Oh sweetie. I am so sorry. Words cannot even express how difficult this is for you. (I know. I've been there.) Here's a big hug from a fellow sister over at SJ.
Oh, CE...I'm so very sorry...there is very little I can say to make your hurt go away, just know that you are in my prayers.
((HUGS))
So sorry to hear this! You will be my thoughts this week.
I feel your pain. Praying for you in your loss,
Oh, I am so sorry! I know those feelings, and I will pray that time moves quickly.
No words can express how sorry I am. Know that you are in my thoughts!!
I am so so sorry. Life just isn't fair sometimes. My best friend and I found out within days of each other that we too were expecting. She was hesitant to tell but I couldn't resist. I thought for sure I'd jynx myself once I started spreading the news, but it wasn't me ...it was her. The day after I opened my mouth she lost her baby, her dream, her future. I feel such saddness for the dreams that were lost and guilty at the same time that mine is still growing (happy yet tainted).
You are in my thoughts and prayers, I'm just so sorry:(
i'm so sorry...
I had a miscarriage when I was 17 and it was absolutely terrible. I feel the pain and confusion. Even though we never know why, things happen for a reason. *hugs* If you need anyone, I know you don't know me, but I have been through it before. Now I have two beautiful girls...
((HUGS) I'm so sorry...
~ FC
I just like to say how sorry I am and wish things could have been different
I hope your are doing well...
I am praying for you and thinking of you. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I am sending lots of hugs and prayers today!
Oh girl I am so, so sorry! I haven't been around to read everybody's blogs and just read this today. I am praying that the tears have slowed somewhat and the healing process is beginning. I have been where you are and know how bad it sucks. You are right though that somethings just weren't meant to be and there is a reason, we just can't see it. Sending hugs your way!!
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