Monday, May 16, 2011

16 weeks

First, I don't really look this thin, but I'm rolling with it. For some reason photo booth made me look much thinner and hey, who am I to argue?



I just wish I really was this thin during this pregnancy.



(My ass never recovered from the 2nd baby or the 1st).




This pregnancy has been a bit different thus far. With the other two I felt fine. Tired, but fine. The third time? Whoa. Sick. Like, I just started feeling somewhat normal. But do I really remember what "normal" was? Probably not.

With my second pregnancy, with Eden, I felt gorgeous and well, beautiful. Not the case this time. Maybe that will change, but I'm not holding my breath.

I feel uneasy about things lately. It's hard to explain. Life is funny that way. One thing being the gender. With JC I *knew* it was a boy, with Eden I *knew* it was a girl. This baby? no feeling what so ever. That makes me nervous. Not sure why, but it does.

So here I sit, 16 weeks along and nervous as hell this time around. I see a lot of changes happening this year. Not just adding another small person to our family, but changes everywhere with my life. Things are changing, not all of them being happy or wanted.

[& I'm not happy about 1st gray hair found this week- 2 weeks away from my 32nd birthday}

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love that belly and the baby inside! cry me a river over the gray...have been plucking them for 5 years now! how did the younger sister get it first? not fair!

xoxo

Kate at Big City Belly said...

You look awesome. Stupid gray hair. I have them too.

Elaine A. said...

what a pretty bump you have there. My guess is it's another girl. Hey, I have a 50/50 shot, right?

p.s. I love that you and Beth are pregnant at the same time this time. :D I bet you two do too!

Stacie's Madness said...

You look great. I found my first grey last week... :( It bothered me way more than I ever thought it would. Thank goodness for hair dye. :D

Holly said...

You look great, and congrats on your pregnancy! With my first, I could swear I felt my butt growing.

*Lissa* said...

You look great, girl. Just take things one day at a time and BREATHE. :) xoxo

Erin said...

Dangit, girl, OWN HOW YOU LOOK. There's only so much posing you can do to look a certain way. If you look this thin, it's probably because you are thinner than you think you are. So stop saying otherwise, k??

Sandra said...

What cute belly, i bet will gonna be a cute baby.... he he he :P

Laurel said...

You are looking amazing. don't worry about the grey hairs. I found my first one at 25 right after I got married during my pregnancy. I am only 27 now going on 28 and there has been a few more since then.